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I'm not trying to claim victimhood for my entire life. That's why I developed a drinking problem, because I abused myself for feeling like a worthless individual that caused these problems. I don't believe the female gender is out to get me, but I obviously must be doing something wrong. "I love you" means nothing to me anymore, as the only two women that have told it to me in a non-platonic way are people I no longer have in my life. I have to bottle in the fact that even my mother hates me. She said she wishes she never got married and had me. Although my two younger sisters are perfect according to her, so that's cool. My sisters, and bro-in-law have been more than supportive. As I process the past, and try to move forward, I derive an air of confidence from it. Even typing this is cathartic. But I don't expect a magic bullet that will fix everything. That was my problem in approaching therapy in the past, that everything would fall into place immediately afterwards. Life does not work that way. I just don't understand what I'm doing wrong, and how to approach fixing the problem. I don't need someone in my life to make me happy, but there's always that part of life that can only be filled by someone else. I almost wish I never experienced it once, because I fear never finding it again..
Beautiful Downblouse! Love the tanlines... and maybe a little nipple!.
I'm actually a friend of hers.i set this up for her because yes she is in prison right now but she will be released in Jan and she's looking for a good guy to get to know.she's a good woman that made..
nice face and same as the other pic that was commented on but where's the tummy? this girl is hiding something? no?.
There have been a few times where I was okay with going offline for a few weeks or months to gather the energy again. But I'm feeling particularly lonely these days and with no family around the holidays this year, I think I'll be pretty miserable if I completely cut the possibility of going on some dates. But at the same time I just don't feel like dating. Ha. I know it sounds confusing..
She will never betray my thoughts, this I plea..
Frankly, if I were her, I would have cut my ties with you first.. But then again, it's hard to leave an emotionally abusive relationship.
Have to confess though I'm finding it really difficult to get my head around "dating" again..
I can see where you're coming from and can respect that opinion, regardless of gender..
I would like to be straight up but Im affraid she wont recipricate.
Did something about you make a guy feel emasulated, or something you did, like you earning more, beating him at sports, being smarter at something, having more endurance or beating him while playfighting?.
Once my friend had gone back to where he was stationed from his vacation visiting home, we eventually were able to talk about everything and why he wasn't talking to me or hanging out with me..
So hot. She is absolutely adorable.
Unfortunately, you have basically let this go on for so long w/o putting your foot down that its now moot to even bring it up..